I’m Curious….

As I have pointed out a few times now, it has been well over a year since I’ve last beat off, bounced the balls, choked the chicken, hand solo, solo sexual, choked the bald Biship, kitten killing, self celebrate and so on and so on. I wonder though, if this abstinence from self intimacy with my penis has influenced another growing desire. Obviously I want to play with the Penis, but since I can’t play with the penis attached to my body….

Growing up heterosexuality has always been my norm for me. That was how I self identified. As a kid back then that was the norm, all I was every exposed to. Then 10 years in the military, infantry and spec ops community. If anyone was even suspected of anything but heterosexual life wasn’t the easiest for them, even if they really were. Then into a marriage that even the though of her pegging me was absolutely revolting to her that I dared not even hint at the idea of her pegging me. A funny side note, looking back I can say without a doubt that I’ve been hit on more by guys than girls.

The first 2/3rds of my like consisted of lack of exposure and environments that “frowned” upon anything other than heterosexuality. But even though all that I never opposed those being themselves, choosing happiness. I advocate for that. In my mind, I cannot fathom why it matters at all to anyone. Just doesn’t make sense to me.

During the last 1/3 of my life thus far my environment, exposures and experiences have grown. I am friends with transgenders, gays, lesbians and so on. I’ve embraced my cross dressing side. I love to wear heels and stocking and skirts and dresses. That is what I mostly wear at home and we also go to a certain gay bar where I can dress up out in public. Where we live doing so within the general public is not advisable.

Looking back, I’ve realized my views in this regard hasn’t really changed, though I definitely have grown, but I have become more free of the typical societal bonds that sadly restrict so many. Also, I am fortunate enough to be with someone who not only accepts who I have become but encourages and loves this side of me. Between the two of us we own at least 100 pairs of heels. It’s a problem, not a bad one though.

So, penises… playing with another mans cock and balls has become a growing interest of mine. It is a desire that has been there for a long time but more recently the desire has become stronger, strong enough that I want to, and we have tried, to find a guy that we can bring home (well back to the hotel). There have been options, but not the kind that either of us liked. The time will come though (pun intended).

So, “I’m Curious” in two ways. Obviously I’m bi-curious. And look forward to being able to drop the curious aspect of that and know one way or the other for sure. Secondly, I’m curious if my forced abstinence from masturbation and the over all lack of even being able to hold this penis in my hand has influenced this growing desire. Has the lack of this hard cock in my hand, the lack of rubbing and making it orgasm helped to push me to want to do all those lovely actions to someone else’s cock? My vote is yes, it has helped to open myself up to let this desire grow.

Oh, and I can tell you that the desire to lock that cock up and make it my own, to play with when and however I want is is a desire just as big if not bigger. I could say that I feel bad for the boy that takes on that role but that would be a lie…. any volunteers?

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I Dreamt Last Night…

I don’t dream all that much and when I do,90% of the time know it’s a dream for which I often take advantage of that knowledge. Often I some point I’ll be able to fly or I’ll turn the dream scary some how. Dreams of war or zombies, conflict of some time cause that’s just fun to me. Maybe that’s one way I have subconsciously learned to cope with my times in Iraq and Afghanistan, knowing it’s a dream and controlling what happens in it. Because even when your in charge of the mission, that does not mean you’re in control. Though that other 10%… not as much fun.

Last night though I had a dream I’ve never had before that I can recall. Obviously I do not remember the entire dream but there is one part that does stand out. I don’t recall where Locks and I were exactly but it was at someone’s house. I remember Locks having to uncage me for some reason (for which there are few reasons she does in general and fewer “have too” reasons). Next I recall being on the porch and I was rock hard. I hadn’t touched the penis or anything, just rock hard from feeling freedom. Next Locks stepped out onto the porch, saw that I was hard and pulled the penis out of my pants.

She looked at the penis then at me and reached over and gently gave the penis two or three soft strokes. While looking me in the eyes Locks said “well, aren’t you going to do something about that?” While glancing down towards that rock hard and now throbbing appendage sticking out of my body. She then turned around and walked back inside. I looked at the door she just walked through. Then I looked down at the penis hanging there off my body, slightly throbbing and bouncing completely on its own. Then…..

I reached down and wrapped my own hand around this penis that in many ways has become so foreign to me. I couldn’t believe it! I had a hard penis in my hand once again. Oh, and it felt damn good. I just stood there, put one hand on the door frame and just rubbed the that rock hard beauty. I even switched hands so they both had a chance to enjoy the sensation once again. I have no idea how long I was playing with the exotic device for but eventually I felt the very beginning of an epic eruption. No where near the epicenter at this point, but just the first distant soft tremors.

At this point, I took one good long, slow, stroke of the penis then sat down. I leaned back, took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I had just been building to something magical, something epic. So as I sat there I forced my mind to focus on something else. No idea what, but after a few minutes I somehow just had the cage in my hand (fuck you dreamland!) and started the process of putting it on. I took one last look at what was just a moment ago a thick six and a half inches of throbbing, rock hard, ready to erupt penis as it disappears into an tiny inch and a half steel cage. I heaved a sigh knowing I did the right thing and walked back inside the house and returned the key to it proper place, hanging around Locks’ neck. Apparently this dream fell in that 10% of my dreams that I can not control.

But, then again maybe it does fall in that 90% of which I can control. It’s been so long now that I have masturbated who know at this point.

Im Fucking Horny!

We’ve not done anything for me to log but I am wanting to share how incredibly horny I am right now. This weekend apparently did a number on me, especially Sunday mornings “extra” t&d session. I’m laying here just relaxing and watching movies but all I can think about is how badly I want an orgasm. I desperately want to blow a huge load all over someone’s body. Lock’s body, my body. I don’t care who right now just all over SOMEONE’S body! I also desperately just want to tough the penis and stoke it. It’s been well over a year now that I’ve been last masterbated and I’m really missing that at the moment. I just want to touch it and stroke it until I blow my load on someone! Really, is that too much to ask! 😉

Chastity Assignment 6 (Ended, 74 days in assignment and without an orgasm and counting.)

We are long overdue for an assignment. Since the last one was so long, I wanted to put some extra time in between that and the next. Though I feel I have put too much time now, so I am making this one kind of easy.

• This assignment starts tonight at midnight,  March 1st and will end on May 15th You will log a running tally of time added and earned with the new end date.

• You will come to me and request T&D at least once in every 48 hours and those times run from midnight to midnight.

• If T&D is denied when you request it, you are expected to request it again at a better time. Failure to do so will add 12 hours to your time.

• You will come to me for cleaning and inspection every 3 days. Failure to do so will add 3 days to your time.

• You can earn 6 hours  for requesting and getting T&D more than once in a 48 hour period. You are limited to earning 6 hours in a 48 hour period.

• You will log everything pertaining to chastity or this assignment daily. Failure to log any event within 12 hours will add 12 hours to your time.

• The wheel will be spun on inspection day and the sections on the wheel will be exactly as follows:

• Earn 6 hours

• Add 12 hours

• Cage Free T&D

• No T&D

• Earn 1 day

• Add 3 days

• Please me

• Spin 2 more times

All of the previously set standards will apply to this assignment.

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1- 3 March t@d requested at 0130 for about 20 minutes.

2- 3 March t&d requested at 2114 for about 3 hours.

3- 3 March, inspection requested at 2330. Spun the wheel, landed on spin two more times then landed on add 3 days each time. Release date at 21 may.

4. T@d requested 4 March at 0702 for 17 minutes. Earned 6 hours for extra t@d. Release date at 20 may @ 1800.

5. Early inspection requested, 5 March @ 2050, due to both our busy work schedules tomorrow. Spun the wheel and landed on earn 6 hours. Just make a big dent to the 6 Days added already…. release date at 20 May @ 1200.

6. T&d requested 6 March at 2230 and given a little bit later for about 10 minutes.

8. T&d related 8 March at 0830 for 20 minutes.

9. Inspection requested 8 March at 2130. Spun the wheel and landed on earn 1 day. Release date at 19 may @ 1200.

10. So we basically had an entire weekend of t&d. We both needed a break from life and went and got a hotel room not far away spent it eating and playing and clubbing and just having fun together. So t&d started 9 March at 1600 until Sunday 11 March at noon. I can’t tell you how fucking horny I am now!

11. Extra t&d requested this morning at about 0930. Woke Locks up in the hotel room with the wand and was given some intense t@d leaving me basically humping the air in desperation after. Earning myself 6 hours.

12. Inspection requested at 2300, spun the wheel and landed on earn 6 hours. Including the 6 hours earned for extra t&d release date is at 18 May @2359. (I did request and received extra t&d but couldn’t earn anymore time off.)

13. T&d requested at noon 13 March for 15 minutes.

14. Inspection requested today, March 14th, and completed at 2300. Landed on cage free t&d when I spun the wheel which I will bank for now.

15. T&d requested at 0847 March 15th for 23 minutes.

16. So we left Friday afternoon for another night in a hotel and an Uber ride to our favorite bar with a drag show, which is awesome. Where we live the cost offsets between the hotel and the Uber ride if we did it from home. Anyhow, this trip always count as t&d which really is. This is the one place where we can go with me “crossed dressed.” Locks did get off at least 10 times last night and my oral skills was also displayed. So t&D was covered. Big time. I tried for some extra t&d Saturday morning when we got up but we didn’t really have time with housekeeping almost literally breathing down our necks.

17. Inspection requested 17 March before I showered after we got home from the night out. And so I’m back in the micro cage and her sexy feet are all over my balls and I’m loving it! Spun the wheel and landed on please locks which she is banking for now.

18. T&d requested this morning March 18 at a little after 0800 and lasted for maybe 10 minutes before Locks fell back asleep.

19. inspection requested 20 March at 1900. Spun the wheel and landed on earn 6 hours. But I failed to log inspection in time so I’m adding 6 hours instead. Release date 19 May @ 0600.

20. T&d requested 21 March at 0940 and lasted for 43 minutes.

21. Inspection requested 23 March at 1900. Spun the wheel and landed on earn 1 day. I’ve been lucky with the wheel thus far but it’ll bite me in the ass in the end. Release date 18 may @ 0600.

22. T&d requested 23 March at about 2345 for 10 minutes or so.

23. Saturday play day 24 March. Overall about 4-5 hours. Impact play lasted about an hour. My ass is a bloody mess now 🙂

24. Inspection requested Monday 26 March at 1330. Spun the wheel and landed on no t&d. Had to spend a few extra minutes cageless because the penis decided to stretch out for a bit. Didn’t get fully hard and I didn’t touch the penis while at all hard but I certainly wanted my hands on it!

25. T&d requested Tuesday 27 March at 1220 for 24 minutes. As you can see, my balls are quite blue at this point…

26. T&d “requested” this morning at about 0715, 28 March. Lasted for about 40 minutes and consisted of me getting Locks of numerous times. (Also several times last night before we went to sleep).

27. Extra t&d requested 29 March just past midnight for about 15 minutes. Release date at 17 May at 2359.

28. Inspection requested Thursday 29 March at 2335. Spun the wheel and landed on please Locks. 2 banked at the moment.

29. early inspection requested Saturday 31 March at 1900 due to me working at least 12 hours Easter Sunday. Spun the wheel and landed on cage free t&d. 2 banked for now. Also was instructed to switch back to the black cage.

30. 31 March at about 2100, gave locks a foot massage, using one of her banked “please Locks”.

31. 31 March, T&d was discussed several times and requested but only kind of accrued I guess…. Not sure of the consequences at the moment.

32. 1 April T&d requested this morning at about 0730 for 25 minutes. This is not a joke!

33. 1 April I got confirmation that I did not warrant a consequence for the requesting of t&d yesterday.

34. Was told to spin the wheel and landed on add 12 hours. Back up to 18 May @ 1200.

35. extra T&d was requested then granted on 2 April at 0020 for about 15 minutes. release date at 18 May at 0600.

36. T&d “requested” 2 April at a 0730 for 10 minutes. Consisted of me bringing Locks to a couple of orgasms.

37. Extra T&d requested on 2 April at 2210 for 15 minutes. Release date at 17 May @ 2359.

38. inspection requested Tuesday 3 April T 2145. Spin the wheel and landed on no T&d. :/

39. Told to spin the wheel again, landed on earn 6 hours. Release date at 17 May @ 1800.

40. T&d “requested” at some point after midnight, so Thursday April 5th early, by me bringing to Locks to orgasm 2-3 times though she has no memory of it. She definitely got off and enjoyed it but apparently slept through it. got credit for it cause it was pretty damn funny when I told Locks about it the next morning.

41. Extra T&d “requested” at about 0730 5 April using my fingers at a human alarm clock. Release date at 17 may & 1200.

42. Inspection requested 6 April at 2230. Spin the wheel and landed on earn one day. Release date at 16 may @ 1200.

43. T&d requested on 7 April at 2210 for about 10 minutes.

44. 8 April, was given 12 hours off my time for putting together a new desk for Locks (which in the end took pretty close to 12 hours to do!) release date at 15 May @2359.

45. Inspection requested 9 April at 2000. Spun the wheel and landed on please Locks. 2 banked.

46. T&d requested Tuesday 10 April at 1245 for 16 minutes.

47. T&d requested Wednesday morning, 11 April, at 0730 for just over 30 minutes. Last night I was told to remove my cage due to some irritation so this morning was cage free t&d. It was a rare sight indeed. The penis was wholly naked. No metal at all. No metal cage, no metal PA ring in. I experienced my first full erect penis in I don’t know how long. I even got to enjoy some pussy time! I even got to rub the penis a little as I put on some lube before penetrating the ever elusive Lock’s pussy (well elusive to the penis that is). You should have seen it, it was glorious! This also counted as a please Locks I was told. So one banked cage free t&d and please Locks left.

49. Inspection requested on 12 April at 2200. Switched back to the black cage. Spun the wheel and landed on earn 6 hours. Release date at 15 May @ 1800.

50. We are going out tonight, Friday April 13th, to our favorite club/bar with the drag show. This always counts as t&d. Want to log it now so I can’t forget to do so tomorrow within the 12 hour time limit. Switched back to the small ridged chastity cage for the night.

51. T&d “requested” Saturday April 14th at 0900. Work Locks up with my fingers and the wand to several orgasms.

52. Extra t&d requested April 14th and done kinda through out the evening encompassing several hours. Release date at 15 may @ 1200.

53. Inspection requested Sunday 15 April at 0900. Switching back to the black cage. Landed on earn 6 hours with the wheel. Release date at 15 May @ 0600.

54. T&d was requested Monday April 16th. Locks has hurt her back so a more hands on session wasn’t as feasible so I suggested me wearing a Butt plug to work. Had it in for about 6 hours and Locks is counting that as t&d for today.

55. T&d requested this morning April 18th at 0715 by waking Locks up with my fingers.

57. Inspection requested 18 April at 2130. Spun the wheel and landed on please locks, 2 banked.

58. 19 April, Locks and I left for a camping trip. Originally we had planned on just continuing things with this assignment as normal. After being at the campsite for a little bit we soon realized me doing in the cage I as in wasn’t going to work. So we took off the cage and said the assignment was in pause, of course orgasms are not allowed during these pauses. In all my infinite wisdom I asked if that meant that we should take on the time spend out of the cage onto the end of this assignment. So now I’m adding 69 (really, it was 69 hours exactly.) hours to my time. Lock’s did at least say that asking for t&d during this time would count as extra. So I’ve earned 12 hours off (which obviously it was cage free t&d and so wonderful.) Once we got home and showered I asked for inspection then when back into the short cage. I landed on earn 1 day when I spun the wheel. Between the time added and earned I have to add 33 hours to my time. Release date at 16 May @ 1500.

59. Woke Lock’s up with my fingers and a couple of orgasms this morning 23 April at about 0700 for t&d.

60. The new cage we ordered came in today, 24 April, finally. It’s the steelworxx Looker One with removable urethral plug and with the PA hook for when I’m not using the plug. I have that on now with the plug in. Quite the sensation. It’s gonna take some time to get used to that option.

61. T&d requested at 0725, 25 April, for about 15 minutes. Woke Locks up with my fingers then she rolled over and gave me some hands on t&d as well.

62. Inspection requested at 2000 on 26 April. Spun the wheel and landed on cage free t&d. 2 banked.

63. T&d requested 27 April at 1210 for about 10 minutes.

64. T&d “requested” 28 April. We planned on a play date today. It lasted off and on for a good portion portion of the afternoon and early evening.

65. Extra t&d requested when we went to bed 28 April and lasted for about 15 minutes. I lost track of how many times Locks came today. It was a lot. Release date at 16 May @ 0900.

66. T&d requested at 0630 for about 35 minutes on 29 April.

67. T&d occurred 29 April at about 0840 until 0917. Was not requested, just happened.

68. Inspection requested 29 April at 1800. Landed on earn 1 day on the wheel. Release date at 15 May @ 0900.

69. I requested an extension on requesting t&d. I’ve had some long hours at work and slept horribly last night and am exhausted. My request was granted.

70. Was told I am expect from t&d tonight.

71. Inspection was requested 2 May at 2340. All is good. Landed on spin two more times then landed on “please Locks” and “cage free t&d”. Three banked for each.

72. T&d requested 3 May at about 2350. I was told maybe but it never happened.

73. T&d requested 4 May at 0737 for about 15 minutes.

74. Inspection requested 5 May. Landed on please locks with the wheel. 4 banked.

75. We got a hotel room last night, 5 May, and took an Uber to go clubbing. This counts as t&d.

76. Inspection requested 8 May at 1900. Landed on cage free t&d with 3 banked now.

77. Monday, May 7th, I worked a double then had to head out of town from work for an appointment early Tuesday morning. After the appointment I drove the 2 1/2 hours back home. I was told that I was exempt from t&d until Wednesday.

78. I gave Locks a foot massage Tuesday May 8th and used one of her please locks, 3 now banked.

79. T&d was requested but too late so 12 hours added to my time. Release date 15 May @ 2100.

80. T&d requested at 0745 on 11 May for about 12 minutes.

81. Inspection requested 11 May at 2300. Landed on please locks yet again with the wheel. She did use it a short time later on a foot massage.

82. Extra t&d requested 11 May at 2305 lasting off and on for about 30 minutes. Release date 15 May @ 1500.

83. T&d requested 12 May at about 1730 and lasted off and on through the entire evening.

84. Extra T&d requested 13 May at about 0820 for 25 minutes. Release date 15 May @ 0900.

85. Inspection requested at 1500. Spun the wheel and landed on earn 1 day. So now I am out of assignment…. now what…

Chastity Assignment 5 ended. July 16th – October 11 (88 Days in assignment though 144 days total without a full orgasm.)

  • This assignment starts tonight at midnight,  July 16th and will end on September 15th. You will log a running tally of time added and earned with the new end date.
  • You will come to me and request T&D at least once in every 24 hours and those times run from midnight to midnight.
  • If T&D is denied when you request it, you are expected to request it again at a better time. Failure to do so will add 12 hours to your time.
  • You will come to me for cleaning and inspection every 3 days. Failure to do so will add 3 days to your time.
  • You can earn 6 hours  for requesting and getting T&D more than once in a 24 hour period. You are limited to earning 6 hours in a 24 hour period.
  • You will log everything pertaining to chastity or this assignment daily. Failure to log any event within 12 hours will add 12 hours to your time.
  • The wheel will be spun on inspection day and the sections on the wheel will be exactly as follows:
  • Earn 6 hours
  • Add 12 hours
  • Cage Free T&D
  • No T&D
  • Earn 1 day
  • Add 3 days
  • Please me
  • Spin 2 more times

Cage free T&D can be banked

No T&D will be for that day only and cannot be banked. Any T&D I decide to give will not earn you time off as extra. We aren’t going though this exempt shit again 😉

Please me is replacing Reward on the wheel since that didn’t go so well. Should you land on this, I will give you a task. You will log what your task was unless otherwise directed not to and failure to log will add 12 hours to your time.

 

All of the previously set standards will apply to this assignment. Those are, but not limited to:

Once an assignment begins it cannot be altered in any way.

Life happens.

All assignment requirements go on pause when we are on trips such as camping with others or visiting family or friends.

I will give you time off for good behavior.

I will add time for bad behavior.

Tease and Denial will be completely without mercy.

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1. 16 July, T&d requested at 2329 for about 20 minutes.

2. 17 July, earned 12 hours utilizing my magic hands in the for of a foot massage tonight. End date at 15 Sept at 1200.

3. 17 July, T&d requested at 2340 for 25 minutes.

4. 18 July, inspetion requested at 2248. Wheel was spin and landed on 12 hours. End date back at sept 15th at 2359.

5. 18 July, T&d requested at 2310 for 37 minutes.

6. 19 July, earned 12 hours for another foot massage. Release date at 15 sept at 1200.

7. 19 July, T&d requested at 2255. Was instructed to spin the wheel and landed on cage free t&d and I elected to go ahead and use it and not bank it. T&d lasted 44 minutes.  Kind of spontaneously I was able to fuck Locks tonight for a good bit giving her several orgasms which I was told earned me 12 hours. Release date at 14 Sept @ 2359.

8. 20 July, locks told me tobsponbthe wheel again tonight. Landed on “earn 1 day.”  Release date at 13 Sept @ 2359.

9. 20 July, t&d requested at 2220 for 22 minutes.

10. 21 July, exempt from t&d. Life happens.

11. 22 July, T&d requested at 2220 for 25 minutes.

12. 23 July, T&d requested at 2205 for 25 minutes.

13. 24 July, 1022, instructed to spin the wheel, just because. Landed on add 12 hours. Release date at 14 Sept @ 1200.

14. 24 July, inspection requested at 2245. Spun the wheel and landed on 2 more spins. Subsequent spins were add 13 hours and please locks. In addition I neglected to request inspection last inspection day so 3 days added to my time. Release date now at 17 Sept at 2359.

15. 25 July, T&d requested at 0005 for 50 minutes. This counts for t&d for the 24th as well for my spin for pleasing locks due to managing some how about 30 minutes of strait penis in pussy fucking with loosing track of the amount of orgasms Locks had (needlessly to say none for me but I am left feeling pretty sexually satisfied.)

16. 25 July, T&d requested at 2359 for about 20 minutes.

17. 26 July, t&d requested at at 1030 for about 35 minutes. (Just to be clear, I was not left sexually satisfied!)

18. 27 July, inspection requested at 2145. Spun the wheel and landed on earn one day. Release date at 16 Sept @ 2359. 

19. 27 July, T&d requested at 2150 and was cage free following the inspection. Lasted for 28 minutes. 

20. 28 July, asked to spin the wheel for the heck of it. Landed on add 12 hours. Release date set at 17 Sept @ 1200.

21. 28 July, was told to spin the wheel again. Landed on two more spins. Following spins were add 12 hours then gain 6 hours. Release date at Sept 17 @1800.

22. Right after spinning the wheel I was told to spin the wheel again. Earned a day. Release date at Sept 16 & 1800.

23. Yet again spin the wheel. Add 12 hours. Release date at Sept 17 @ 0600.

24. 28 July, t&d requested at 2100 for about an hour. 

25. 28 July, add 12 hours for refusing to log something that I felt I didn’t earn. Release date at Sept 17 @ 1800.

26. 29 July, the entire day counts for t&d today. We decided to not a start time because we are being lazy and spending the day in bed watching TV while spontaneously starting t&d and/or me getting Locks off again and again. I am also actually getting to spend most of the day cage free (other than to pee I’m not touching the penis though.)

27. Asked to spin the wheel. Landed on please Locks.

28. Locks came no less than 15 times today. After finally squirting all over the penis inside her for the second time she had to essentially call red and make me stop. Some one is gonna be sore tomorrow!

29. My spinning the wheel for pleasing Locks consisted of a foot massage. 

30. Asked to spin the wheel again since I fulfilled my previous spin. Landed on please Locks again. 

31. 30 July, asked to spin again this morning. Landed on spin two more times, then landed on spin two more times again so spin 3 more times and landed on cage free t&d, earn one day and then please Locks. Release date at Sept 16 @ 1800. 

32. 30 July, T&d requested at 1858 for an hour. Included lots and lots of cage free edging, several orgasms for Locks, some impact play and a slightly bloody ass for me. 

33. 30 July, inspection requested following t&d. Spun the wheel and again landed on please locks with a total of 2 banked now. 

32. 31 July, t&d requested at 0835 for 25 minutes.

33. 31 July, spun the wheel and landed on no T&d. Already had t&d today so that’s of no use. Told to spin again and landed on earn 6 hours. Release date at Sept 16 @ 1200. 

34. 1 Aug, exempt from t&d today. Life happens.

35. 2 Aug, inspection requested 2300. Spun the wheel and landed on add 3 days. Release date at Sept 19th @ 1200. Following inspection a “please Locks” was used for a massage. T&d followed the massage for about 15 minutes.

36. 3 Aug, didn’t ask for t&d. Life happened. There is not a specified consequence for not asking for t&d. Adding a week seems reasonable to me so unless told otherwise my release date is now at Sept 26th @ 1200. 

37. 4 Aug, T&d requested at 0913 for about 15 minutes.

28. 4 Aug, Locks added another week to my time because I did not talk with her first about the consequence for not having asked for t&d yesterday. Release date at Oct 3rd @ 1200. 

39. 4 Aug, I am going to be out of town until Sunday so the assignment will be on hold until I get back. 

40. 6 Aug, back at home. Inspection requested and spin the wheel. Landed on earn one day. Release date at 2 Oct @ 1200. 

41. 6 Aug, T&d requested at 1510 and was cage free following inspection. Lasted 30 minutes.

42. 6 Aug, asked to spin again. Landed on earn 6 hours. Release date at 2 Oct @ 0600.

43. 7 Aug, excused from t&d today. 

44. 8 Aug, T&d requested at 2231 for about 10 minutes.

45. 9 Aug, inspection requested but never ended up happening. Will request again in the morning. 

46. 9 Aug, T&d requested and lasred for about 20 minutes as I fucked Locks with the strapon.

47. 10 Aug, 0730 woke Locks up to a few orgasms and requested t&d which all took 30 minutes. 

48. 10 Aug, heading out for some camping and kayaking for the next 4 days. Assignment on hold.

49. 16 Aug, got back from our camping trip on the 14th. Restarted the assignment at  midnight. Was exempt from t&d on the 15th bit failed to log. Add 12 hours. Release date at 2 Oct @ 1800. 

50. 16 Aug, was exempt from t&d again. I injured my ankle pretty good while kayaking. 

51. 17 Aug, inspection requested at 2340. Spun the wheel and landed on add 12 hours. Release date at 3 Oct @ 0600. 

52. 17 Aug, T&d requested at 2344 and lasted 23 minutes. 

54. 18 Aug, t&d requested at 2315 for 35 minutes. About the last 10 of which was getting Locks off.

55. 19 Aug, exempt from t&d. Life happens and this time it really sucks.

56. 20 Aug, exempt from t&d today. Life continues to happen. 

57. 21 Aug, Inspection requested. Spun the wheel and landed on earn 6 hours. Release date at 2 Oct @ 2359.

58. 21 Aug, exempt from t&d. More life happening. 

59. 22 Aug,exempt from t&d again today. Worked a long day and with my ankle injury… Life happens still more unfortunately.

60. 23 Aug, my birthday! Told to spin the wheel. Landed on spin two more times. Landed on add 12 hours then landed on add 12 hours. Release date at 3 Oct@ 2359.

61. 24 Aug, T&d requested at 0936 for about 15 minutes.

62. 25 Aug, T&d requested at 0003 for 15 minutes.

63.  25 Aug, inspection requested at 2220. Spun the wheel and landed on earn 6 hours. Release date at 3 Oct & 1800.

64. 26 Aug, T&d requested at 0720 for about 10 minutes. Mostly consisted of me getting Locks off with my fingers and wand with her yanking on my cage some.

65. 27 Aug, exempt from t&d today. More life happening and very busy.

66. 28 Aug, inspection requested. Spun the wheel and landed on cage free t&d. 3 now banked. 

68. 28 Aug, exempt from t&d today. Was a long day of work for me.

69. 29 Aug, life continues to happen and I am exwomt from t&d. 

70. 30 Aug, T&d requested at 2308 for 22 minutes. Locks also elected to have a cage free session.

71. 31, Aug, told to spin the wheel twice. Landed on cage free t&d and earn 12 hours. Release date at 3 oct at 0600.

72. 31 Aug, t&d requested at 2300 for 45 minutes following inspection. Spun the wheel and landed on cage free t&d again. Opted to ask for cage free t&d and now have 4 banked. Though this cage free t&d involved mostly just impact play…

73. 2 sept, failed to log my exemption from t&d yesterday. Add 12 hours I think. Release date at 3 Oct @ 1800. 

74. 2 Sept, T&d requested at a time I’m not sure cause I was hooded and blindfolded. We played and I think lasted about an hour. 

75. 3 Sept, T&d requested at 0803 for about 15 minutes.

76. 3 Sept, inspection requested. Spun the wheel and landed on on earn 6 hours. Asked ttobsponbthethe wheel a second time and landed on add 3 days. Release date at 6 Oct @ 1200. 

77. 4 Sept, exempt from t&d today. Worked over 12 hours.

78. 5 Sept, exempt from t&d. Long day for the both of us. We are about to cross over into the 52nd day of this assignment.

79. 6 Sept, exempt from t&d . Another long day.

80. 7 Sept failed to request inspection yesterday. Release date now at 9 Oct @ 1200. Inspection requested today. Spun the wheel and landed on please Locks……

81. Asked to spin the wheel again, you know, for the fun of it… Landed on add 3 days yet again. Release date at 12 Oct @ 1200. 

82. 7 Sept, requested t&d. Can’t give the most accurate of times but my ass is bloody and Locks is now sound asleep.

83. 8 Sept, T&d requested at 0700 for about 15 minutes.

84. 9 Sept, unfortunately had to be exempt from t&d. We had on playing again tonight but life happens.

85. 10 Sept, exempt from t&d due to another long work day. 

86. 10 Sept, inspection requested. Spun the wheel and landed on cage free t&d. Back up to 3 banked. Was told to spin again and landed on add three days (gee, thanks!) Release date at 15 Oct @ 1200. 

87. 11 Sept, T&d requested at 1417 for 21 minutes. 

88. 12 Sept, T&d was requested but we were both up late and didnt happen. I was told that there would be no repercussions if it did not happen….. Scratch that, T&d did happen for about 20 minutes.

89. 13 Sept, inspection requested. Spun the wheel and landed on add 12 hours. Told to spin again and landed on add 3 days. And told to spin one more time and almost landed on add 3 days but just barely managed to cross over to ear one day… yay… Release date at Oct 18th @ 0001. 

90. 13 Sept, t&d requested at 2304 for 33 minutes following inspection. Was a cafe free session.

92. 14 Sept, exempt from t&d for today. Right Call for locks tonight.

93. 15 Sept, another 12 hour work day and therefore exempt from t&d today.

94. 16 Sept, T&d requested at about 2215 for about 15 minutes of me fucking Locks with the strapon.  

95. 17 Sept, expect from t&d due to my work schedule. 

96. 18 Sept, exempt from t&d today.

97. 19 Sept, t&d was postponed 12 hours….

98. 20 Sept, t&d requested at 1200 for an hour and 34 minutes. Cage free and locked down and immobile as possible. The penis was literally rubbed raw and I was actually glad to get my cage back on in the end. That was some of the merciless t&d we have ever done….

99. 20 Sept, inspection requested. Spun the wheel and landed on earn one day. Release date at Oct 17th @ 0001.

100. 21 Sept, t&d requested at 2358 for 20 minutes.

101. 22 Sept, adding 12 hours for waiting till it was really late to ask for t&d. T&d was denied but not expemt. Release date Oct 17th at 1200. 

102. 23 Sept, we had company tonight so t&d and inspection both were excused till tomorrow.

103. 24. Sept, another long 12 hour work day. Exempt from t&d and inspection delayed one more day. 

104. 25 Sept, inspection requested, spun the wheel and landed on no T&d. 

105. 25 Sept, T&d requested anyways. Locks isn’t feeling well so it was denied for now, if she starts feeling better it might happen later. 

106. 26 Sept, Locks still not feeling well so was exempt again today. Was told to spin the wheel for the fun of it and landed on earn 6 hours. Release date at Oct 17th @ 0600.

107. 27 Sept, no t&d again today. 

108. 28 Sept, inspection requested at 1740. Spin the wheel and landed on please Locks. 

109. 28 Sept, T&d rrequested at 1744 for 31 minutes. Opted to use one of my banked cage free sessions. 2 left.

110. 29 Sept, t&d requested at 2300.  Locks wasn’t feeling well and was told maybe. 

111. 30 Sept, t&d requested first time at about 1100. We started to actually play at about 2300 for about 2 1/2 hours and boy can I tell you my back side is one fire! 

112. 1 Oct, worked over 12 hours today which exempts me from t&d. 

113. 2 Oct, inspection requested at noon. Spun the wheel and landed on no t&d. 

114. 2 Oct, t&d requested anyways. Cage free t&d following inspection but was a really quick session, only could manage a few minutes.

115. 3 Oct, t&d requested at 1225 for 25 minutes. 

116. 4 Oct, failed to request t&d………… release date at 17 Oct @ 1800.

117. 5 Oct, exempt from t&d.

118. 6 Oct, inspection requested. Spun the wheel and landed on add 3 more fucking days… release date 20 Oct @ 1800. 

119. 6 Oct, t&d requested at 2148 for 20 minutes. Used a banked cage free t&d. One left. 

120. 7 Oct, t&d was requested but yeah.. adding another 12 hours… 21 Oct at 0600. 

121. 8 Oct, t&d requested at about 2045 for about an hour. Involved some caning and me getting locks off several times. 

122. 9 Oct, t&d requested at 0830 for about 15 minutes.

123. 9 Oct, extra t&d requested at 0900 for about 10 minutes. Earned a whopping 6 hours……. 20 Oct @ 2359.

124. 9 Oct, inspection requested at 2130. Spun the wheel and landed on earn 6 hours. 20 Oct @ 1800. 

125. 10 Oct, exempt from t&d today. 

Play Date (Picture update)

So yesterday, Saturday June 10th, Locks and I set aside most of the day to play. In all we played probably about 7 hours with most of that time had me in my sensory deprivation hood and bound in several different ways. There was really to much that went on to try and put into words here but I just wanted to post a couple of pics to help share the story of our play date.

We had fun yesterday!

Define Exempt

According to Dictionary.com exempt is defined as followed…

verb (used with object)

1.

to free from an obligation or liability to which others are subject;release:

to exempt a student from an examination.
adjective

2.

released from, or not subject to, an obligation, liability, etc.:

organizations exempt from taxes.
noun
3. a person who is exempt from an obligation, duty, etc.
Locks decided this morning after I spun the wheel and landed on “exempt from t&d” that somehow exempt means that even if i as for t&d (and more importantly extra t&d) that it doesn’t count. What confuses me is that, per the definition, landing on exempt should free me of the obligation but now it somehow also negates all other t&d for the day and the reward that goes along with the extra said t&d. And to top it off, after Locks declared a new definition of the word exempt she then ensued to provide me with t&d from which i was exempt from. (btw, just to be clear we are both sitting here giggling our butts off while I am writing this, so this is in no way me being mad/venting but a humorous portrayal of what i have to up up with on a day to day basis!)

Chastity Times

I’ve neglected to post my monthly metrics the past two months so I wanted to get that caught up for the months of April and May. No excuses, just been lazy. Starting with April, for most of the month I was not in an assignment so I think the penis saw a little more free time than usual. So the numbers for April look like this…

April Chastity Metrics

For the month of April I spent 95% of it, or 685 hours, with the penis locked and encased in steel. Since I was not in an assignment for most of the month there were a few nights were I was allowed to even sleep cage free which actually accounts for much of the free time I was able to experience.

The month of May was very similar. Most of the month I was not in an assignment so the cage came off more often and was allowed to keep it off for longer periods of time. Now, I am not allowed to leave the house without my cage on so I don’t really get to be cage free for all that long anyways.  So May looks like this…

May Chastity Metrics

So for May I was locked up 92% of the month. I am not sure where that 7 hours of unaccounted time came from. My guess would be that I was asleep for most of that having not properly switched things around in the app to show free time before I passed out after pleasing Locks. Seems logical to me at least.

For the months of April and May i was out of an assignment for about 3/4 of that. This just kind of shows that whether or not I am in an assignment or not, I still very rarely even see the penis being fully encased in steel, never mind attaining a proper erection even. I was allowed 8 orgasms during that month and a half. Not because Locks wanted me to have an orgasm for my pleasure but because she really really enjoys the sensation of my pent-up loads blowing inside her. 3 or 4 of those orgasms I inadvertently ruined for myself by trying too hard to last longer for Locks resulting in me cuming inside her but me not really reaching even 1/2 of a full orgasm. One or two might have been attributed to having drank just a touch little too much of whiskey too. Yeah so, even when I am not in an assignment it’s not like I am running around all willy nilly and free and firing at will. Firing at will is not something that happens. So far this year I have had 17 orgasms. Of those orgasms 0 of them were of my own volition. Actually the only time I even touch an unencumbered penis is when for about 1 minute during inspection days when I do a quick wash of the penis before it’s placed in locks hands for the inspection. If cage free t&d does not follow an inspection I am out of my cage for at most like 3 minutes. And if cage free t&d ensues after then the majority of the time at least my hands are bound and locked to an eye bolt at the head of the bed. Yup, no longer a play thing of mine.

To give an idea of the difference what things have looked like so far this assignment I have a chart showing how much of the time I’ve been locked up.

begining of assignment 4

So far the penis has been free only 19 minutes which was for the only cage free t&d session this assignment has seen. Other than that the penis has been fully encased in a solid steel tube secured though my PA piercing and lock on. Fun times….

Chastity Assignment 4 (Ended??????)

This is Grumpys new assignment. He has been out of assignment for entirely too long.

  • This Assignment starts tonight at midnight (Thursday May 24th 2017 at 0001). I am not going to tell you the hard set end date.
  • You will come to me and request T&D at least once in every 24 hours and those times run from midnight to midnight.
  • If T&D is denied when you request it, you are expected to request it again at a better time. Failure to do so will add 6 hours to your time.
  • You will come to me for cleaning and inspection every 3 days if you are wearing the SW cage and every 2 days if you are wearing the RC cage. Failure to do so will add 3 days to your time.
  • My initiation of T&D does not fulfill your responsibility to request it and will not earn you more time.
  • You can earn 6 hours  for requesting and getting T&D more than once in a 24 hour period.
  • You will be assigned tasks that will earn you time off.
  • You can earn time off for pleasing me. This is not limited to my sexual gratification.
  • You will log everything pertaining to chastity or this assignment daily. Failure to log within 12 hours will add 6 hours to your time.

He had a really great idea of adding The Wheel which I am pretty sure he is going to regret since I am implementing it this time. The wheel will be spun on inspection day… or if I  just decide I want spun. The sections on the wheel will be:

  • Earn 6 hours
  • Add 12 hours
  • Cage Free T&D
  • No T&D
  • Earn 1 day
  • Add 3 days
  • Reward
  • Spin 2 more times

If the wheel lands on Reward, he can suggest what he would like his reward to be. It does not have to be related to his chastity or assignment. I reserve the right to refuse suggestions and of course, time off will not even be considered.

Cage free T&D can be ‘banked’

No T&D will be for that day only.

Spin 2 more times will apply both spins to his assignment.

Assignment 4 wheel

Life got a bit too lifelike there for a bit and then it seemed we fell into this odd weekday rut. Our longer weekend play sessions just kind of stopped happening due to other obligations for the most part. While assignments can get kind of rut-like, its still better than things have been.

As a end note: This post is how he will find out he is in assignment. Though I am fairly certain he knew it was coming soon.

6 June, Reward agreed upon is to bank a cage free t&d session.
6 June, t&d requested at 2315 for 17 minutes.
7 June, earned 12 hours for a full body massage and 6 hours for coming up with a fresh heated blanket right out of the dryer right after the massage.
7 June, T&d requested at 2320 for 27 minutes.
8 June, we were planning on t&d but sleep cam early for Locks and I didn’t want to wake her up.
9 June, t&d requested at 0915 for 35 minutes.
10 June, t&d requested at 0823 for 40 minutes.
10 June, extra t&d requested at 1202 for 22
minutes. Running tally at 42 hours off my time.
10 June, we played today… my ass is very red and bloody. We played then we played again. So by the standards of this agreement ive earned 12 hours. After a good beating i eventually asked for more. I was on the verve of tears the first time and maybe wanted to try again but a couldnt spring anouther tear. All good though running tally now at 54 hours
10 June, inspection requested at about 1600. Long play session ensued.
10 June, after the inspection I was tied up and beaten and treased for I’m guessing for about 3 hours. It’s really hard for me to keep track of the time cause well, in tied up and not able to look at clock but also most of the time we play I am wearing my sensory deprivation leather hood and that just makes the concept of time so much more difficult. This also counts as extra t&d. Tally at 60.
10 June, we stopped playing so we could make dinner and watched a movie. I asked Locks if we could play some more, that I needed more. She was happy to ablige and we played again with me hooded, bound, gagged, cage free and teased and beaten and lovingly abused for another 3 or 4 hours. Earned just 6 more hours ( doesn’t seem entirely fair that I only earned 12 hours from my time for more than 6 hours of beatings and teasings) tally at 66 hours.
11 June, t&d requested at 0030 for 20 minutes… got Locks off several times.
11 June, extra t&d requested at 0730 for 25 minutes. Locks woke up to the sensation of having two fingers buried into her pussy and 3 orgasms before she ever opened her eyes today. Running tally at 72 hours.
11 June, we didn’t spin the wheel yesterday after my inspection so I was told to spin twice this morning. The first spin landed one 1 day off my time (tally at 96 hours) and the second spin landed on “exempt from t&d”.
11 June, at 2030 this evening I was informed that this assignment has ended after 19 days (including the 96 hours or 4 days I had earned off). Apparently this was going to be a quick assignment this time………..

March’s Chastity Numbers

Another month of 2017 comes to a close.  Therefore it is time to share what chastity has looked like for me this month.  For those that have read though my blog, we know that my Current assignment started at 0001 on 2 March. This month I think I did a really good job at keep accurate times of the time I have spent in and (occasionally out of) chastity. As you will see in a moment, unaccounted time equals 0% for the month. I can also assure you that unsupervised time uncaged during assignments also equals 0%. In addition almost all of the time I have spent cage free during my assignment has been spent with at least my hands cuffed and bound in some way.  Pretty much the only time spend with a free penis and hands is during taking the cage off and cleaning then cleaning and putting the cage back on. So, here’s what this month looked like…

March Chastity Metrics

As you can see I spent 714 hours of a total possible 744 hours locked in chastity. This leaves about 30 hours of cage free time. That 30 hours also accounts for the 14 hours of cage free time that lead up the start of this assignment. So if i adjust the pie graph to remove March 1st it looks like this.

March Assignment 3 Metrics

Very similar but you can see that for the remainder of the 30 days left in march my free time dropped by half. Of course I cannot just leave a day out but thought that info was interesting.

So, without knowing when this assignment is going to end, at this point I do not see this month to be much different than what this month will in the end up showing.